Looking back, 5 years goes by fast

Today had a been an exciting day for a special little man in my life. 1st day of kindergarten. Now you wouldn't think this should be such an emotional day for a grandma but really it has been.  

A little back ground is required to understand. 

When Bronson was born his mom had to step up as a single mom to be the financial provider for this little guy and in return this gave me a wonderful opportunity to be not only his baby sitter but also his mom away from mom. I have been so proud of my daughter for the sacrifice she made to leave him with me while she made sure he had food, clothes and a roof over his head. But boy when she was gone did we have a blast! This had caused us to have a different relationship then I have had with my other wonderful grandchildren. Not better just different. For 3 years I considered him mine! Lol, now his mom im sure thought he was hers but let's just say I'm so glad me and her had a great relationship because she pretty much let me think I was the one who loved him the most. Now speed up a little. When she found a wonderful husband who not only loves her but loves my Bronson it was a huge adjustment for me. They left my house , if only a mile away, but she made sure I could have him any time I needed him or he needed me. Preschool was coming to my house afterwards and us playing xbox, making cookies, or just buying flushies (slushies) and turning our mouths blue! Now another adjustment for this grandma. Bronson now lives an hour away and we see each other less but we are still very close. Gliding is wonderful btw. Today he went to school. How I wanted to be there hugging him and wishing him off in person, but he has like I said, a mom and a dad who love him as much as me and it's their turn. So, thank you Jess for sharing him with me in those precious early years and from now on. But also for letting me remember my own children when they went off to school for the first time. How excited they were and how I wish I had a moment back with them to hold, hug and make sure they knew mom believed in them and loved them with all her heart. And so after a few tears I'm off to do this silly ALS ice bucket challenge , I need to feel young and silly and donate to a good cause! I love you little guy grandma believes in you!